The stuff that's so tough

Isla Fuette
Forgive this, forgive that. 
I am a brat.
I try to make it in this world 
but either way I’m a short stack. 
I try and try and try
I say I’m fine, 
and then I cry.
Because I’ll never be enough, 
tough stuff.

I talk and talk, 
I talk like I walk
for miles and miles.
But it's too much.
It’s either too large or it’s too small
I beg for forgiveness.
But I don’t get it. Not even a little bit,
not even at all.

Yes. I apologize for not being, at the very least, 
average
Yes. I apologize for being too much,
savage
Yes I say, “I’m Sorry, I’m Sorry,”
Huff huff,
But that sorry will never be enough.

I ask for your forgiveness,
beg for forgiveness,
Have mercy on me.
Please please please.
But when my cries die down,
When they hit the ground,
Nothing has changed.
You still haven’t forgiven me
for not being enough.
I don’t think you ever will.
This is the stuff that is so tough.
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